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Zac Vaughn
Collinsville, OK · 10 months ago

I've been there man,..when You feel like nobody cares and you have noone,especially when your homeless and you watch the world go on without you and holidays come and pass right over you like your already dead and gone,and you see everyone around you having time with kids and family,and you have literally nothing but cold hungry solitude,..I was very close to doing that myself for new years 2020 and 2021.

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Dee Spiotto
Spiro, OK · 9 months ago

my son-in-law took his own life that way on our daughter's birthday a few years after she passed away.

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Nan
Acworth, GA · 10 months ago

We've had two suicides in our family. Many people ask why would anybody do that, what causes a person to do that? My only answer, it's the loss of hope.... hopelessness.

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Joe Lagasse
Ball Ground, GA · 10 months ago

Dude he’s so right unfortunately this is what I’ve been telling myself for about 3-4 months now i thinking is they will be better without me my wife an kids will be sad for a min but once that’s done they will thank me afterwards I think this is making me crazy people I don’t know what’s wrong just that I’m not myself lately an I hate who I am right now wtf , is going on with me please does anyone know tell me why I feel this way

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MEENKAPOO&ANTMAN
8 months ago

I really hate to hear stories like this. I did the same thing and I have still have the scars physically and mentally. it wears on you. he reminds me a the man who plays Jack Reacher. GOD bless all of y'all ❤️

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Donna F. Earl Ziegler
Prosser, WA · 10 months ago

May God Bless you and fill you with His love. 🙏🏻🫂❤️☮️

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Nicole
Rosedale, MD · 10 months ago

I was where you were. I am so thankful to be here today. Nobody can fully understand why I did what I did and I can’t explain enough so they actually understand. There was something so broken within myself.

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Touchdown5378
Bradenton, FL · 10 months ago

I’m there. Thank you for this 🙏🏻

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Jonathan Agu
Las Vegas, NV · 8 months ago

yep at 16 I thought I was a burden to my parents so bad that I swallowed over 200 I believe 2 bottle of 120 Advil pm and went to bed I prayed to God asked for forgiveness for what I was doing and that if I am supposed to be here going through this I'll accept it when wake. I woke up feeling better than I ever have. but when I hear ppl say how dumb it is and they don't understand or would never do it believe me that just tells me you've never been that ground down B4

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JamesJoanie Cochnauer
San Clemente, CA · 8 months ago

I tried once, was truly ready and when I woke up on the floor my shop with a broken ratchet strap around my neck. Thought when I woke again it would all be over, was a sobering moment. I’m still alive for a tellreason tho most day I just wanna opt out, until I see my kids and I remember what all the heartache is for. I’m bipolar, medicated but I suffer from so many changes at times. Lived most my life with it and hadn’t a clue. I’m better now for the most part but this life is tough.

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John May
Sioux Falls, SD · 10 months ago

been there bro

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COPENRED29
La Junta, CO · 9 months ago

wake up everyday wishing I hadn't.... I've got some of the best news in life a week ago and I still want to end it all... I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to live anymore...

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Marlene Smith Meredith
Granbury, TX · 10 months ago

Sometimes I just want to make the problems go away and I don’t t see any way out but killing yourself is not one of them. This time will pass, you are loved. You’re loved. People need you to be here for them. They’re going through it too.

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Donna Sue Gaffron
New York City, NY · 10 months ago

be well 🙏❤️‍🩹

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Cynthia Nelson
Arcadia, OK · 10 months ago

A FAVOR, WOW, AND THE HORRIBLE PAIN YOU LEAVE BEHIND YOUR MOM,DAD, SIBLINGS, YOUR PRECIOUS BABIES, DAMN PEOPLE DONT YOU KNOW HOW LOVED YOU ARE ?YOUR SO PRECIOUS, PLEASE KNOW THAT !YOU MATTER, YOUR SMILE MATTERS, THE DEVIL WANTS YOU DEAD, THINK TWICE !TALK TO SOMEONE THAT DOES LOVE YOU, NOT A BETEND IDOT THAT DOSENT

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VICKI RAINS
Palestine, TX · 10 months ago

Hugs. I pray that you're in a better place 🙏💓

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Lori Delorenzo
Conyngham, PA · 10 months ago

That’s so very true

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David A Chiavaroli
Andalusia, PA · 10 months ago

Near the end of this video, he says… Nobody tells you once you hit the top there’s nothing there - The day-to-day struggle to provide all things for yourself and your family is subconsciously very satisfying ! It is often extremely difficult, ridiculously monotonous, aggravatingly stressful etc- It is nothing compared to the despair you will feel when you have achieved financial security/success, and all the sudden you just have to figure out how to “be happy” without that struggle. I recently heard this quote - There is no happiness without achievement - This is why it is never a good idea to give anybody anything ( they don’t absolutely need to survive ) for free - especially your children- Nothing‘s gonna depress your children, faster than eliminating the necessary satisfaction of accomplishing/earning things they want rather than just giving it…

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Marilyn Wick
Wasilla, AK · 10 months ago

The prince of this world; Satan doesn’t dance around w/ a pitchfork & red suit; his name is LIAR. His goal is to take out as many lives as possible. No matter your hot mess, suicide ISN’T a gift, the solving answer to problems. When in that darkest of all places, wanting to end your life, DON’T LISTEN to the lies you are hearing no matter how right they sound. The damage left behind; grief, loss , is UNBELIEVABLE. There is ALWAYS a way out… lots of ways up out of the hell pit… takes time & determination to walk out of that hurt… it can be done.

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Grizzgirl907
Anchorage, AK · 10 months ago

So glad you’re still here buddy. There is so much out there on this earth. When you get to the top, go out enjoy nature with your family. Simple things.

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TheRobinsonThang
Butler, PA · 8 months ago

Best words spoken. “ nobody told me when I got to the top that there’s nothing there.”💯

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Tony Cantrell
Dickson, TN · 8 months ago

😳 I had no idea! he's a great actor!

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Kelli Worldpeace
Forest, VA · 8 months ago

We never know what's going on in someone's life that causes them to want to end their own life. Ppl suffer from depression and other situations. Sometimes, ppl just give up hope when they feel they are on the end of the rope in life. They don't want anyone to know because they feel like they're a burden to others. It's so sad

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Gigi Pivnick
La Quinta, CA · 10 months ago

It's very interesting

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Deborah
Alma, GA · 10 months ago

The Lord loves his creation. But the enemy of our soul hates us and will send the spirit of suicide to get humans to take their own lives so they will perish and not be able to worship God. Please know it's a spiritual war for your soul. Please seek the Lord. Here's the directions to the Lord: Jeremiah 29:13 and Acts 3:19

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Sandra Schwartz
10 months ago

So glad you are still here to share your story. I've always told my children suicide is never the answer it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I don't think there is any amount of time that can pass that heals the loved ones left behind.

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Chandra Mcquarn
Brooklyn, NY · 10 months ago

so sad

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Eric Evans
Grimes, IA · 10 months ago

fk this dude!

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Elise Hantz
Liberty, TX · 10 months ago

is that Alan?

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Ann Wallis
Corinth, MS · 10 months ago

So glad that he didn't go through with it lost my Dad to suicide I wasn't even born yet my Mom was pregnant with me my 2 brothers were 4 and 6 parents were split up and our Mother never had a bad word to say about him we didn't find out how he actually died until we were all adults and had kids of our own no Mom still didn't tell us but we never got mad at her he had an addiction but in 72 big boys didn't cry much less share feelings

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Tha Luck
Wautoma, WI · 8 months ago

Thank you!! this is the very first time I have ever heard ANYBODY describe what I am going through!!

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Jeff Lantis
Spanish Fort, AL · 8 months ago

So beautifully said. TY.

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Beatle Dad
Morristown, TN · 8 months ago

i feel this

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Jeffrey Gerling
Auburndale, FL · 9 months ago

Go f*** yourself. I had a violent, abusive mother that accused people in my family of sexual assault and a justice system that locked me up during my son's birth for a pedophile's crimes that robbed a church. literally go f*** yourselves. anybody who ever attempts suicide should lose everything that they have and start from nothing again. You're literally a dumbass.

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Jesse Zertuche
Milpitas, CA · 5 months ago

go to the veterans hospital and be a mentor and learn what they experience so you have a purpose

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donna turk
New Braunfels, TX · 5 months ago

I'm so glad you're still with us...🙏💕

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Kristina Grooms
8 months ago

I did some lile that and my daughter saved me it's been 16 years and my life has rocked after I realized changes needed to be made.

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Donny Snyder
Bakersfield, CA · 8 months ago

Brother, I’ve been there too, and that is the honest truth of it all right there and it’s called depression

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Shane Bagwell
Pickens, SC · 8 months ago

sometimes you just feel done

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Ph Ly
Navasota, TX · 9 months ago

You were always looking in the wrong place and ignoring the top you already possess!!

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Chandra Mcquarn
Brooklyn, NY · 10 months ago

OMG pray this make me so sad

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Zig
Lovell, WY · 10 months ago

I felt the same way twice

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guest
Gasport, NY · 10 months ago

😭🥺❤️‍🩹🥺😭

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Chandra Mcquarn
Brooklyn, NY · 10 months ago

so sad

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That1Bîsh'
Washington Court House, OH · 10 months ago

😔 yep.

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Lori Benish
Cape Canaveral, FL · 9 months ago

it would be a positive thing for most of my family except like one person

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Chandra Mcquarn
Brooklyn, NY · 10 months ago

selfish

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Eric Stidham
Morristown, TN · 9 months ago

having multiple heart attacks ..9 stents and 2 large arteries in my head are blocked and also had a stroke 2 months ago and we lost our home and now my SSI is only $644.00 per month...and now we are homeless and unable to get meds..GIVING UP IS POSSIBLY THE ONLY ANSWER...NOT SURE JUST YET....

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David Laster
Chattanooga, TN · 8 months ago

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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J Shade
Decatur, GA · 8 months ago

I'm there. it's not a gift. I'm just fucking tired of this world, this life, these people, this family, these so called friends. living in a world with no love takes away my purpose.

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OperatorJimmy
Pittsburgh, PA · 8 months ago

the devil is a LIE! any thoughts of yourself as bad and not worth redemption or be8ng loved is dark and from the father of lies

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Catherine Palmer Abrams
Flatwoods, KY · 8 months ago

I TRIED KILLING MYSELF TOO LONG AGO FOR THAT SAME Reason! THEY'D ALL BE BETTER WITHOUT ME & I'D BE WAITING FOR THEM IN HEAVEN.... I'M SO GLAD I WAS FOUND &. THAT IM STILL HERE TODAY! IT'S SATAN PERIOD. YAHWEH WAS, IS & ALWAYS WILL BE! 🙏🏼🙌🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼

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sabrina sloat
Dekalb, IL · 8 months ago

🫂

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Candace roberts
McRoberts, KY · 8 months ago

i know how u feel i have tried to kill myself 4 times when i was younger cause of the mental physical an emotional abuse my father did he beat my sister my down syndrome brother an my sick an dying mom. so i get it totally. an sometimes i still wish i wasn't here

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Allen Bauman
Sacramento, CA · 8 months ago

I had a friend at work and he was the courier for our department. The most jovial and sweetest guy you could possibly ever know. He was also a handyman and never hesitated to help anyone. He was a father of five beautiful daughters and had a beautiful wife. He told me he was taking the week off to take his girls and his wife to Disneyland and we were all excited for him. They were supposed to take their trip that morning when sadly two of his daughters found him hanging from the rafters of the garage. He never showed signs of depression. He never showed signs that he ever wanted to give up. Such a tragedy.